The Memoir Of the Girl with Satin Black Hair

Well, asides from falling down the stairs a couple of days ago (with my other laptop in my arms ) and nearly thinking I was paralyzed, waking up at 3:00am thinking it was 4:30am, dealing with many pursuers after my heart, the successful (but indeed very tiresome) wedding, a budding close relationship with my dear little cousin S, rekindling relationship with my brother, the return of my ex and becoming really good friends, getting use to the smartass that I now call my step-father, getting some artwork done, and returning back to DBT today, I think there should be a round of applause. LOL Just kidding people

Anyway, the wedding was very successful except with my ex calling me while I was walking down the FUCKING aisle and mind you he called 10 times till my brother had to turn it off completely (since it was on vibrate thank god!) and then, later, he called me yelling and screaming such profane and derogatory names and he was soo loud that half of the people near me could hear me and gave such horrified looks, not to mention S and my nieces could hear it and gave confusing looks, since they didn't understand what he was saying (Thankgod again!) Also, I ate wayyyy too much, but as Maria says it, weddings are the time for that, but anyways, moving on...

I remember how much loathe DBT, since the beginning of the first group, after my turn to talk, there was of course unnecessary crying and shit and I was like, "SHOOT ME!!"

But I did found out I was missed and I mean REALLY missed, I'm not joking. When I arrived in the morning and sat down and did some artwork, every person gave me a hug (or in one person's case, threw herself on top me and hugged me till I thought I was going to die) and Maria and Jenny seemed really happy to see me, especially Jenny, who I swear to god, shrieked in pure joy! I may not like the place a lot at most points but at least I know I've liked there (even by that narcissistic chick ) In other good news, Maria said I might be on POSSIBLE discharge plan~ This NEVER happens at all! Like seriously! The shortest time there is like a year to the maxium and I've only been there for 8 months! But we have to discuss further though~

OH~~I know you all who read my past journal entry that I did pass my midterm, well I did, but I just didn't know what kind of grade I got, well I found out and it was a B+! I know, I'm so proud of myself Now I'll be able to take ANOTHER class so that means I'll be missing another day of DBT

I think, everything in my life is getting better. With the occasional dysfunction that happens in my mom's house and stuff at DBT, I think everything is going pretty well

Now if only I can get my notes for HP and YYH fic in story format and update my PR and BB fics (since its been like...YEARS since I last updated them @_@)

In other news, since I reached over 2,500 views, I decided to draw a picture for the next view count (which will 3,000) so people, whoever is the person who gets me too 3,0000, will get a special picture from yours truly~! Just letting you all know for future reference.

In other news, even though its a month away, I've decided to give back to ALL of my friends and watchers on here; as a holiday gift, I will draw all my friends/watchers a picture of anything they want! Free of charge and no strings attached, meaning, I don't expect a picture back in return. Its my gift to all the people on here who've my work and given me support in every way possible. And yes, even for the people who I just met, that goes for you all too So my dear friends/watchers, ask away~Since this gift of giving starts as of now and will last until December 24rd, 2009, and you all will receive your picture on December 25th, 2009 (Christmas Day!) And yes, I could draw another picture but it depends on what you all ask for. So please peeps, ask away~

And with that, I bid you all and Adieu~

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Friends




Club(s) I'm In


If, as gently as I can, I let this song flow
I wonder if you'll come back to me... bringing romance

The Memoir Of the Girl with Satin Black Hair

ITS...ITS...ITS...HERE!!! THE WEDDING HAS FINALLY ARRIVED!!! I've been like spazzing out beyond belief, not to mention, seeing my mom at this very much spazz out like myself, is actually pretty amusing and calming

In other news, some of my family came over yesterday and one of them was my little cousin S (I rather not spill her name online for her sake) and she's sooo adorable! She ice skates and sings, are two of her traits, and next week is singing the National Anthem at her skating competition She takes after me, being multi-gifted and being able to manage everything~ And the fact that's too cute for words.

Oh, and this is what happens when I listen to Backstreet Boys' Everybody wayyyy too much



Yes, drawing me and my babies in Halloween get up, has insanity written all over it, especially if they're Sinners and why Juliana is holding a gun, is just because she's a badass mofo!

Just finished a whole speech from my mom about us becoming a family and all that, and now my aunt has arrived, and my mom had to cut my fishnet shirt since it got caught in my corset due to my stupid brother>_> so things are getting pretty heck it! Also, I would like everybody to check out my newest picture that is for all my friends and watchers on dA

Thanks again guys!

And Happy Halloween to everybody and I wish you guys the best with what your plans for this spooky holiday!

And with that said, I bid you all an Adieu~

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Friends



Club(s) I'm In


If, as gently as I can, I let this song flow
I wonder if you'll come back to me... bringing romance

The Memoir Of the Girl with Satin Black Hair


I'm back to my old self, people! And I couldn't be happier~

In other news, I PASSED THE MIDTERM WITH FLYING COLORS!!!!!!!!

I couldn't be more happier in my life

In other news, the wedding is approaching quicker then ever and I AM FINALLY ON VACATION Till November 5th, and I feel so relieved. I'm also producing more and more work by the minute and for the people who I am drawing pictures for, I DID NOT FORGET YEWS!! I'm still working on them

In other OTHER news, I have NOW reached 2,500 page views!!

This is indeed a celebration! I shall be now drawing a picture for the special occasion~!!

Also, I'm still open for art trades/commissioning work

I can't think of anything else really to say, asides the fact I'm back to my usual stuff but I will have some stuff up but it'll be next week possibily since the wedding and all of that

WAIT~! THERE IS ONE THING!! I seem to have gained some weight (yes, for people who know me in REAL LIFE, yes, I DID gain weight) My dress that I bought BARELY zippers up!

I think the McDonalds, Pizza, Candy, etc. really didn't help~~ X_X So now its dieting and exercising for me! Wish me luck guys, since I'm seriously going to need it!

As an added note, I wanted to thank EVERYBODY who commented on my other journal entry and for people who I talked to on AIM/or MSN that time period who helped me out. Thankyou soo much guys. its so nice to know I have people who care about me



I bide you all an Aideu!



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Friends



Club(s) I'm In


If, as gently as I can, I let this song flow
I wonder if you'll come back to me... bringing romance

The Memoir Of the Girl with Satin Black Hair

*sigh* Things have not been so good in my life, people. I've stupidly decided not to take my medicine (for my anemia and my mental heath) due to the fact I'm tired of a ton of crap that I was getting from pretty much everybody in my life.

For instance, my boyfriend, or whatever you want to call it, had the nerve to say "I'm Too Messed Up For a Relationship" and other shit and I was like, "I'm done with this shit." And that all happened last night. Including with the whole thing with my mom who I'm not getting along with it at all today.

I won't say what she said since I feel like everybody would gasp in horror but either way, I was deeply hurt by it and was up until 2:30am crying and feeling like utter shit. Also didn't help my step dad kicked me out of the house for the weekend, when my mom said I could but its whatever I guess.

I was so physically tired that I fell asleep on the train, at the train station (but that ended when some cop banged on the table and told me to get up and go somewhere else to sleep) and in the subway bench after I got off the subway. Thus making me very very late to DBT so I had to hitch a cab and made it in just time.

In other shit ass news, we had to put down Mr. Huggles, our bunny rabbit so not a good day either. And then, I had to say goodbye to my friend Sophie yesterday since she is graduating from DBT when I'm away next week.

And due to the fact that I was off my medicines (which I'm back on now thankgod), I was slowly loosing my sanity (and not in the good way people *Sigh*) sorta like Yusuke when he finds out he loves Rain and such

Ahhh, Cradle Of Filth is so soothing to listen too and 's voice on the phone. Oh and reading 's comforting words on MSN.

In DBT, for ONCE, it was a small group and one of the hard to handle girl's came up to me and gave me a hug and drew me a goofy little picture and the other girl who I'm friends with just gave me some of her food that she cooked and was just being motherly to me.

So, I'll be posting some more artworks soon this weekend (after I finish my midterm or when I'm taking a break) that is already scanned into the compy and maybe do some more stuff.

I'm still willingly do take commissions/art trades but it'll be a long wait, since I'm slowly getting my sanity back. *Sigh*

I think I probably tired you guys out with my rant, I wonder if anybody will respond...eh. Anyways, let's hope I can regain my sense of mind and before Halloween.

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Friends



Club(s) I'm In


If, as gently as I can, I let this song flow
I wonder if you'll come back to me... bringing romance

The Memoir Of the Girl with Satin Black Hair

Well people, Halloween is approaching and for the people who've been keeping up with my journals, that is the day of my mother's wedding~

On top of that, my mid-term presentation is due next Tuesday (October 27th), my art trades with people, and my own projects.

Doesn't help that I'm waking up every morning saying "Oh Kurama! I love you!" or that YYH is owning my very soul ATM

I think my Fanart_100 Challenge is trying to kill me, since, when I took a break from watching YYH Avatar happened to be on and it was when Zuko was trying to join Team Avatar and all that jazz and I SWEAR to God, I could hear him yell, "STOP THIS YYH NONSENSE~~WORK ON THE GODDAMN CHALLENGE!!!"

I now think the TV in the basement is pure evil and that I should start working on it...(Though I rather work on YYH stuff)

About the whole art trade thing, yes, I'm doing it, and those people know who they are and I'm also drawing stuff for other people as well

But due to the fact that the wedding/midterms are taking over my life...it'll be till I get my vacation time (after the wedding) that I can be quick and such~Though I am still open for art trades (and commissioning as well) it'll just be a little slower but peoples you WILL get your stuff! I know you will~ Just have faith me and hope to god, this wedding business doesn't kill me

As for the whole DBT thing, one my good friends left and another is actually graduating when I'm away DBT will be a little bit more unbearable but I'll find someway to manage.

I do have more pictures I did over the weekend and some of my DD (Digital Design) work that I can post, but as for new stuff, it'll be put on hold due to what's going on (with the exception of Art Trades and Commissioning stuff)

I bid you all an Adieu~

And please pray that this wedding and midterm won't kill me


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Friends



Club(s) I'm In


If, as gently as I can, I let this song flow
I wonder if you'll come back to me... bringing romance